(At the time I started writing this, I was still very confused by why I was at a disadvantage. I come up with some attempted explanation along the way.)
Let's look at the position around move 12:
I seriously imagined I was doing well here. White had to choose between losing a pawn and losing castling rights. White keeps the pawn. My king looks safe, I'm soon fully developed, and surely, says the voice in my head, I should be headed for a comfortable victory.
Not so, says the engine, and not so, says the outcome of the game. Apparently white leads by +1, after 12...Be7 13.a3 I have nothing better than the weird Nb8, and the maneuvers I take instead have a bad tactical weakness (which my opponent misses, but maintains a lead, some blunder-counterblunder combos notwithstanding which I ask you to kindly ignore).
How should I have been looking at the positions to have figured out that I'm already not doing well around moves 10 to 12?
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Well, after a bit more thinking I guess I can attempt to summarize some kind of answer: What I have is a combination of at least two problems: 1) The Ne4-Bf6-Nd6-Qd7 idea failing tactically (which I was concerned about, but should have taken more seriously) and 2) white controlling the center and so much space that the only alternative ways for me to make any progress are so slow that by the time I would have advanced to supposedly go and take advantage of the white king's awkward situation, he's already had the time to castle manually. And he still has the center, a big space advantage, and also the bishop pair. Thus the inconvenience I created for white's king was an illusory advantage.
This asymmetry of central control + space advantage versus compromised castling isn't something I've had to consider before, and it seems I failed to do so properly here.
Is that a decent analysis? Anything else to note?
How easily would an advanced player evaluate this?
I'd be curious to see other similar situations.
Let's look at the position around move 12:
I seriously imagined I was doing well here. White had to choose between losing a pawn and losing castling rights. White keeps the pawn. My king looks safe, I'm soon fully developed, and surely, says the voice in my head, I should be headed for a comfortable victory.
Not so, says the engine, and not so, says the outcome of the game. Apparently white leads by +1, after 12...Be7 13.a3 I have nothing better than the weird Nb8, and the maneuvers I take instead have a bad tactical weakness (which my opponent misses, but maintains a lead, some blunder-counterblunder combos notwithstanding which I ask you to kindly ignore).
How should I have been looking at the positions to have figured out that I'm already not doing well around moves 10 to 12?
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Well, after a bit more thinking I guess I can attempt to summarize some kind of answer: What I have is a combination of at least two problems: 1) The Ne4-Bf6-Nd6-Qd7 idea failing tactically (which I was concerned about, but should have taken more seriously) and 2) white controlling the center and so much space that the only alternative ways for me to make any progress are so slow that by the time I would have advanced to supposedly go and take advantage of the white king's awkward situation, he's already had the time to castle manually. And he still has the center, a big space advantage, and also the bishop pair. Thus the inconvenience I created for white's king was an illusory advantage.
This asymmetry of central control + space advantage versus compromised castling isn't something I've had to consider before, and it seems I failed to do so properly here.
Is that a decent analysis? Anything else to note?
How easily would an advanced player evaluate this?
I'd be curious to see other similar situations.